Saturday, January 21, 2012

I am a study of unrequited love.


I hoped and I waited for you every day. I never knew how or why and I wonder still.

What was it that sets you free?


I try to suppress thoughts that I was not worthy of your love. It depresses me I don't wanna let you go.

Plenty o hearts in the sea


I saw someone today with your hair and your skin. I watched him hide the fact he was watching me.

If only your love was



I've stopped speaking I hope my silence will speak.Hear it scream...wooaahh.

What about us?


You spend hours watching Arsenal. Agonising over every pass, groaning over every defeat.
What about the team of me and you?

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Talking to you.


If making me feel loved secure and amazing was your aim. Then you failed. I wanna ring you tomorrow. I don't know the words to say to convey my disappointment, my hurt, my despair, my concern about whether you know how to do the right thing or not. I've been here so many times before and it turns out they always knew what to do to make me feel loved but they were too busy trying to make others feel loved so had none left over for me. I hope I'm wrong but no effort is no effort

Saturday, July 17, 2010

You make the ordinary beautiful


I want you for all the things that that you make wonderful.
Waking up
Walks down the street
Moments at home
I want you to be my delicious secret