I walk the world searching for beauty and poetry. Someone beautiful who will feed my hunger, give me pleasure so pure, so whole, so good that it takes away the isolation of my pain.
I go from place to place trying to get my satisfaction.
I don't even wish for a miracle.I just want a day without pain or triggers to remind me of my pain.
I hope for days without pain on the menu.
Sometimes I bury those feelings so deep I can't find them. The past troubles me as much as my present.
But I'm glad you are out of my life. I'm praying for the day I don't want you anymore. That I don't miss you and when I don't long for the sound of your voice.
