You make the ordinary beautiful

I want you for all the things that that you make wonderful.
Waking up
Walks down the street
Moments at home
I want you to be my delicious secret

Hate you

I hate you so much.I really really can't stand you. I feel like you only want to smother me. Everyone else witholds love cos they don't get what they want from me. I know now but I still hate you. You try to insult me scare me into hiding my needs. Its not working what will you try next?

Man in the Mirror

It's not the same when I look at me. I don't see that same amazing, sexy woman that you see. I don't see anything. Can't I have you, please? I don't want to start over again with someone else. I don't want you,you are not right for me, but I miss everything you represent, an end to lonliness, a person to want me, someone else's take on what happened in my day.
Its cruel to me and to you, to be with you. Am I being cruel to myself by denying myself the pleasures of your company?
Life is so cruel and now I know why.I know the girls who do everything for their men only to find they don't reciprocate. To walk away hurting, trying to hurt them with their behaviour. But they never loved you any way and that's how player work. And that why brothers never let you put up with a guy mistreating you. Cos they know, they feel it too.
They feel it too.
But I'm still lonely and I still can't replicate the way I feel when you look at me that way.