should have been me.

You are not here and I'm going to guess at all the things you are doing. All the things you are doing instead of loving me. All the trips you are planning that don't include me. All the texts you are sending that don't come to me. All the birthdays you are planning that are not mine. I want to hold my breath till you come to your senses and love me again. I don't want to breathe without you.